He has been caught, and is sentenced to death.
My long quest is nearly over.
I know not who he is, or from whence he came, but my search to find his identity, is nearly over.
As is his life.
Everyone has abandoned him, his colleagues, his countrymen, his God.
He is alone. Truly alone.
No one will hear his confession-
No one will save him-
He dies with a bottle of brandy in his hand.
He, being the only one to remain faithful to his beliefs, yet also a great sinner,
and tries to make a solitary confession.
He cannot repent. He cannot say much of anything.
I watch him there, praying earnestly for his young daughter.
Brigitta, oh Brigitta....
He has spent so long running from the law,
so long on the run from those who wanted his life,
and yet has not accomplished much of anything.
He must feel as if his life has been a failure.
I wonder if he briefly has considered renouncing his faith, and escaping the terrors before him.
But then I remember the story of Jesus weeping in the garden, asking that His cup be taken from him.
And I know he will not give in.
No he will not.
He has dedicated his life to become like Jesus, and as much as he would like to, I know he will not give in.
He has no need to regret, unless regretting missed opportunities in life,
and perhaps that he is going to meet God:
"empty-handed",
“Carve your name on hearts, not tombstones. A legacy is etched into the minds of others and the stories they share about you.”
― Shannon L. Alder